Reflection on John 20: 2-8 | Friday in the Christmas Octave, Year C - 2024
Do you have to see to believe? Often, this is the narrative many people present when challenged about the existence of God. But in reality, do we really have to see in order to believe something to be real? When the first person stepped onto the moon, the world celebrated it as a huge leap for mankind and no doubt it was. However, not everyone witnessed it firsthand. I wasn’t around in the late 1960s to witness it. I trust the event took place due to historical records.
A more recent and relatable example of unseen belief involves the world of cryptocurrency and the stock market – fields that test the faith of both believers and sceptics. Consider the speculation surrounding investments in cryptocurrencies or stocks. Do we see tangible proof of their promised returns before investing? Many people trust word-of-mouth projections about stable coins like XRP or high-profile stocks like SpaceX, relying on speculation rather than definitive evidence Yet, as history shows, many lose their investments when those expectations do not materialise. This modern dynamic mirrors the struggle to believe in something unseen – a challenge that has persisted through history.
While many demand evidence for the existence of God, our contemporaries are not alone in needing to see in order to believe. In today’s Gospel, we read of the disciples struggle with faith in the resurrection. This doubt is first illustrated in Mary Magdalene’s initial reaction. Although a devotee of Jesus who hastened to the tomb once the sabbath was over, she ran to Peter saying, “they have taken the Lord out of the Tomb.” These words reflect her uncertainty. To have believed, she would have remembered those Jesus’ own words: “The Son of Man is going to be betrayed into the hands of men. They will kill him, and after three days he will rise,” and declared he had risen instead.
Mary Magdalene is not alone in her doubt. When she informs Peter of the empty tomb, his first response is to run and inspect it himself. He does not reassure her that Jesus had risen. In a similar fashion, John, the beloved disciple, ran after Peter, as though something wrong had happened.
The darkness of doubt pervading the minds of these disciples is clear then. Even with Jesus’ words about rising on the third day they could not fathom how he could rise after the crucifixion. St Thomas Aquinas1 explains their mindset, noting that the Evangelist hints at their condition of their minds when he wrote: “while it was still dark.” They ran to the tomb not knowing nor understanding, running about in darkness (Ps 81:5). However, it is not until the disciple John sees “the cloth that had been over his head” that his doubt transforms to belief. By seeing, he moves from the darkness of doubt into the light of belief.
The cloth that John notices is described as rolled up and set apart from the other garments. Parents everywhere might think this is a verse for their children: kids be good and fix your beds. This seemingly minor detail is one with great significance. St Thomas Aquinas explains the head cloth symbolised Christ’s divinity. In Ancient Near East tradition, the heads of royals, priests or self-proclaimed divine figures were adorned with distinct burial garments to signify their unique status or divinity. John would have understood this tradition. If the head cloth was with the other garments, he wouldn’t have taken much notice as it’s not that important. However, it’s separation emphasised Jesus’ divine status, leading John to recognise that he had risen.
This brings us back to the original question: must we see to believe? While John needed to see the head cloth to trust in the resurrection, he did not witness Jesus before him in the flesh. This Gospel shows that the concept of doubt is real and even the disciples experienced it, yet the faith is a gift open to us. To receive this gift, we must step out of our carnal tendency towards doubt and trust in the unseen. We do this daily- believing in events, markets or truths we have not witnessed. Similarly, God provides signs in our lives, just as he provided one for John. When these opportunities arise, our task is to recognise them, step into the mystery of faith, and carry out the commandments obediently, trusting that remains true to his message of hope that we will rise with him on the last day.
Taking a risk on the unseen of God cost us nothing except our
time and trust. Unlike misplaced investments or speculative ventures, saying
yes to God does not leave us out of pocket. Instead, He fills the pockets of
our hearts with peace, joy and love, the three very things we naturally desire which
can only be satisfied through pursuit of truth and loyalty to God’s heart. On
this Friday within the Octave of Christmas, let’s step out of our comfort zone,
and embrace the mysteries of Jesus’ message of hope so that we may inherit a
better future.
1 If you are serious about biblical exegesis or would like to study this text further, I recommend the commentary on John’s Gospel by Aquinas. Most modern-day exegetes are excellent but Aquinas by far is one of the best sources we have on this Gospel. He will not disapoint. [Click here] if you would like a copy of the text. Otherwise, sign up to a theological library near you and borrow these sources. It does not hurt however to have your own collection of resources at hand.↩


